Shocking to my core. I've heard so much about it from others but I never really thinking it is gonna happen to me. I'm really lost. All the things he said seems like an excuse now. The worst part is that he doesn't even want to do anything.
"If you don't wanna forgive me, I understand"
What am I suppose to say? Am I suppose to say " I'm okie with everything." Smile but dying every minute inside?
I have to study, face my friends, face my colleagues. I have to smile. Smile my live away because I know I'm dying inside. My heart is writhing in pain every single second.
It all comes down to the last decision.
Should I throw away all these coming 3 years? Leave him and get on with my life? I'm so lost.
Love yourself and be loved by others. I try to believe in it.
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