My day was ruined by the reports, and of course the deadline.

I wasn't able to concentrate when there were so many good movies waiting for me to watch them! I gotta cancel HBO when i can. Its so disturbing when the good stuff only comes out at exam periods. Fuck those producers. Fuck those who arrange the time slots. Man i'm tired. Even when i've slept so long.

I'm such a terrible person. I should have known that i can't cope with stress. Maybe my mum can send me off to the third world country so that i can pass off by picking up knitting or wadsoever. The TV's on again and there goes my attention which i've managed so hard to gather for the past hour. Forget about graduating coz i'm gonna give up on mst. I hate studying. Why can't i cook so that at least i can be some freaking rich chef? or a coach for something? or maybe an artist, but i've have to starve to death coz nobody will buy my freaking ugly art.

Some people says that you can only pull a cow to the river bank and whether its gonna drink the fucking water is up to its own will. Maybe i'm that fucking cow. But i prefer horse.

I'm gonna crash my bed and work tml morning. I'm so digusted at my work. Why would i wanna work at there at the first place? I don't fit in there.

*SIGH*