today class ended early...can't believe i'm so lonely ba...hahaz...i couldn't believe also...but i called wen on my way home and we chatted from je to yishun...hahaz...we talked abt dreams we had, the past we shared and the memories that made me happy....i was as single as i am now...but i was happier back then...it doesnt matter now...since i decided to let go, i should feel happier ...i no longer dwell on unimportant stuff...i'm back to eating like a glutton and i feel as though i'm always single...hahaz...i think i will recover faster den i expect... i tot it will take mths for me to walk out of the emo corner but since i have great friends like 蛋黃妹妹, yin, wen and more...hahaz....its so good to have close friends like them...coz you know when you are feeling down, they are always there for you, to cheer you up and to help you get over wif sadness...i love you gals...really from the bottom of my heart...hahaz...i'm not ashamed to say that...
but the one i wan to thank most is my beloved sister...i think that she is very brave...really a 女強人...she told me not to dwell on somethings that are not important and guided me back to the right path...suddenly i feel so happy to have a sister...
like someone said to me recently, letting go might be happier of both of us....
hahaz...am i writing a compo or not..hahaz...lol...anyway, thanks gals and guys....thanks for being there when i really need help and desperate from company....smile...from now, i will smile more and smile more from the bottom of my heart... :) cheers~~
the crazy as ever me!!!
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