Tuesday, January 27, 2009

new year

this new year is not very exciting...kinda depressing...hahaz...i wasn't really looking forward to it....feel that there is something missing...now that i know wad is missing, i cant do anything to wan it back...i feel so helpless... :( there is nth i can do to salvage it le...since the truth is the truth, den let it be....let me be the one who is happy go lucky...maybe this is a mistake i made in life and i should learn from it...hahaz...oh god...its new year yet i feel so depressed...hahaz...maybe i am too tired le...since love is not there, this rs isn't goin anywhere....nor getting better...hahaz...so freaking tired now...the thought of seperating leaves me feeling empty...feeling so hollow....

你的话我晓得...无论你说得多么温和, 某一些难解的隔阂把爱伤害了那多不值得...没什么好怪的, 我已经乏力继续拉扯...没有谁非爱谁不可, 就算变心了也非罪不可赦...我們之間的問題很多..就算說對不起, 告诉我能得回什么呢???


emptiness**


i've loved a person without me in his heart***


不是普通的愛所以不是普通的痛...

继续莫名的拉扯, 我还爱你了...但你断断续续唱着歌, 假作没事了....时间过了, 走了, 爱情面临选择, 你冷了, 倦了, 我哭了...一开始都不快乐....怎么了, 你累了, 说好的幸福呢...我懂了, 不说了, 爱淡了, 梦远了, 开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍....那些爱过的感觉都太深刻, 我都还记得...你不懂了, 说好的, 幸福呢...我错了, 泪干了, 放手了, 后悔了...只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢....

a depressing new year...a lonely me...a busy him...a broken rs....


*alone*

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