yo...now in skul nuah...nothing to do...hahaz...i called wen this morning...so long nv call her le...she sound fine..that really good...hahaz...i miss her so much...hope june comes faster...haiz...then we can go shop shop, eat eat, play play, nuah nuah tgt...like last time...hahaz...i still remember we used to go her house and play...we will make fun of terrance and borrow tennis racket from him...then we will "bribe" the security guard to let us play in informal clothings..hahaz...we are really very naughty back then...we also go gym and train ourselves and i still remember that once, xiuqi and i went swimming and wen promised me to swim with me next time...hahaz...but time flies and there are hardly any time for us to rest, let alone swim...hahaz...i hope the "next time" comes fast... hahaz...
now back to singapore, i'm really on my own...dunno how to describe but i feel like i'm always single...hahaz...maybe single life really suit me better....living on other ppl's standards really sux...but my heart speaks most of the time so i really think i should change my brain... if i continue to live like dat, i will really die...hahaz...but still, i'm contented with my life...the changes in one person really can cause the other to die...maybe i force him too much...making him change...but if there's really nth we can do, there is only one solution left...i dun wanna say it becoz there are so much memories btw us...but if i cannot stand it anymore, maybe i would just go...give myself a break and have a kitkat!!! hahaz...no lahz...just rest my mind...maybe i'll do better in my exam? hahaz...hope so...but thats just an alternative...hahaz...sometimes, i'll start thinkin, maybe he wont even care if i go or not...hahaz...but heck...its such a hectic day for me...really wanna rest soon...hahaz...later still got two hours maths!!!! SIANZ~~~hahaz...
going off~~take care~~ :)
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